aku rindu hidup lama aku

FUHHH,pjm celik x2, da sebulan aku kat UMP nih, xde ape yg menarik stkt ni bg aku, hari2 je duk wt bende sama je...bgn pagi pegi kuliah..blk jln sorg2 pstu mlm, law xde ape2 yg pntg nk kene anta esok cam assgmnt or ade kuiz,tido awal, bgitu jgk lw hjg mggu, duk terperap je lam bilik nih..aduii,cam nk nek gila aku di buatnya...nk kluar,trnsprt lak ssh nk dpt,law xbooking awal2 kete sewa,mmg xklua la jwbnye..mknenye aku tgk muka roomate aku,dye tgk muke aku, ps2 sengih cam org gila. nk aku explain kehidupan cni mmg xde ape2 pun, Pekan ? mksdnya bandar or luar kawasan kg. la kn, tp tmpt berbeza skli dgn nama nya.. Pikir2 blk, da mmg takdir aku kene duk sni,xleh wat ape da,terima seadanya..4 taun kene duk sni,mmg da kene sesuaikan diri jgk mcm mana xleh skali pn..cuma ade satu peluang je lgi untk aku kluar dari Pekan 'tercinta' ni.. kwn aku ckp UiTM ade bkk pengmbilan ke-2 ijazah bulan oktober ni, so ini la satu-satunya peluang aku ada yg senipis rambut. aku cakap pluang tipis sbbnya, bahagian pengmbln pelajar cakap, dorg xkn amik stdnt yg tgh blajar kt ipta. tp ad sorg kwn aku crite yg kwn dye duk blaja UIA, n then dye mntk nk msuk UiTM,dye dpt twrn tu, yg die ad org dalam  or ape ke, aku xtaw la, sbb skrg sume bende cam tu, xde kbl o knl org dlm, ssh nk ape yg mahu. so aku nk try la isi jgk mcm mne pom. mn taw ad rezeki, kite pun xtahu rezeki ape yg akn dtg. adui pnjg lak aku tls sal ump pagi2 nih, tjuk pon aku xckp knp tjk berbunyi2 rindu hdp lama tu. hdp lama aku ngn kawan sekolah dulu mmg bermakna. aku xbrmksd, aku xbley hdp tnpa dorg tp itu adlh satu keperluan di dlm kehidupan seharian aku atau mna org sekali pun, aku rasa la kn.aku duk cni da msuk sebulan,satu pun aku xjmpa lgi kawan yg bley di katakan susah senang bersama la,semua nye cam nk tnjk pandai je,'xleh bla lah'..hehe p mmg tu hdp aku skrg, so aku wat la kpla aku sdri duk lam bilik kuliah,prg nk ckp ape,lntk dorg la,ckp aku smbg ke,xleh gaul ngn org ke..so skrg aku cuma ade kawan iaitu roomate aku ngn dak asasi dulu, nma dye muaz nga tono..nsb bek sgt ade dua org ni,law x mmg aku cnfm gila la duk cni, dorg la tmpt aku brgurau o wat hlg boring sgt lam bilik nih. ape2 pon,ak nk stop stkt dulu la,da pnjg sgt da ni,aku nk baca blk ape aku tulis ni pn,rasenye mls.haha lgpun skrg kul 4.38 pg da,sok ade kls pkul9, bgn ke x, xtaw lgi ni. ok,aku out dulu utk buah fikiran kali ni. aslmlkm.

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best song ever

Pearl Jam

Oh where, oh where, can my baby be?
The Lord took her away from me

She's gone to heaven, so I've got to be good

So I can see my baby when I leave this world

We were out on a date in my daddy's car

We hadn't driven very far

There in the road, straight ahead

A car was stalled, the engine was dead

I couldn't stop, so I swerved to the right

I'll never forget the sound that night

The screamin' tires, the bustin' glass

The painful scream that I heard last

Oh where, oh where, can my baby be?

The Lord took her away from me

She's gone to heaven, so I've got to be good

So I can see my baby when I leave this world

When I woke up the rain was pourin' down

There were people standing all around

Something warm goin' through my eyes

But somehow I found my baby that night

I lifted her head, she looked at me and said

"Hold me darling, just a little while"

I held her close, I kissed her our last kiss

I found the love that I knew I had missed

Well now she's gone

Even though I hold her tight

I lost my love, my life, that night

Oh where, oh where, can my baby be?

The Lord took her away from me

She's gone to heaven, so I've got to be good

so i can see my baby when i leave this world